Sobre la vida personal thoughts about a life changing moment

Sobre la vida
Round 2
Round 2

This is the post nobody was waiting for and everybody was fearing. The post where I have to write that I had a fall back. So here it is. Black on white. Honest as it can be. 3 weeks ago we found 2 metastasis in my liver. Additional test did not show any other tumours [...]

One year
One year

This photo from my garden is the perfect visual metaphor for my last post. It is just so unbelievable that this seed is growing here! Of course you will also see seeds on the left and right side of this picture which were not so lucky. And I was very consciously selecting my frame of [...]

How to deal with the 95%
How to deal with the 95%

Directly after I published my last post, I read an article about pancreatic cancer with the title: ‘The treatment of pancreatic cancer improved a lot in the recent years.’ Great news I thought and started reading. This was a bad idea. Because after the article described that the treatment got much better for the first [...]

Good, bad and grateful
Good, bad and grateful

Today I had a very good moment. I went cross country skiing with Lucas in the Engadina. All the mountains and trees were covered with snow like in a fairy tale. I was breathing in and out and I felt so good! After the tour we went to a Spa to relax our muscles. While [...]

I have cancer. But cancer does not have me!
I have cancer. But cancer does not have me!

One year ago a doctor told me that I have cancer. 4 months ago I finished my radio-chemo therapy. And 2 weeks ago I finished my second triathlon under 3 hours! My name is Martin Inderbitzin and today I decided to go public with my story. I believe that it is very important not to [...]

New Normality
New Normality

7 a.m. In the garden. In a few hours I will receive the results of my last control scan. In a few hours I will either explode by pure happiness or I have to prepare myself for another extra round. I am honest, this situation is not easy. It is psychologically demanding and tiring. Especially [...]

If you don’t feel that you can improve, then you don’t know nothing about life
If you don’t feel that you can improve, then you don’t know nothing about life

“If you don’t feel that you can improve, then you don’t know nothing about life.” Rafael Nadal said this after his historic win at the French Open this year. Historic, because Nadal was suffering a severe knee injuree during the last 7 months and nearly nobody believed that he will ever be able to compete [...]

The art of dreaming
The art of dreaming

Having a cancer diagnose is like a free fall! Suddenly you float in the air rotating like a windmill not knowing which way is up and which way is down. You only feel dizzy. You feel nausea. You feel like having a bad dream. But it is not a dream, it is real. And this [...]

LIFE
LIFE

personal thoughts about a life changing moment

You only live twice
You only live twice

Last week I arrived in Barcelona. After a wonderful time in Sicilia I decided to continue my rehab journey to visit my old home and see all the loving people I missed so much. The first thing I did was visiting my old neighbourghood, quierido Barceloneta! When I passed the Hospital del Mar I could [...]